If

If I can drink

I will drink the most expensive vodka

When I am drunk

I can watch you leave without guilt

 

If

If I can say goodbye

I will mourn for all the rain in the night

When I am alone

I can count all the stars in the sky

 

If

If I can dream

I will keep the toys that smell like you by my side

It was lost at dawn

The sober is abstract